oh my God these are messages and there's
哦天哪，这些都是信息，而且有
loads oh my God am I actually about to
很多信息哦天哪，我真的要
sell my vinity on maybe this would be a
出售我的葡萄酒，也许这将是一个
potential place it's out in public
潜在的地方，它会在公共场合出现，
there's people around just can't fathom
周围的人就是无法理解
having a conversation at a table like
在这样的桌子上进行对话
this speaking to a stranger that I've
我在网上认识的一个陌生人
met
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online you got like bided herself on a
你就像在一个网站上竞标，
site and then she got there's like a
然后她就像一个
footballer basically loads of people
足球运动员一样，基本上很多人都在
were bidding for it I actually just
竞标，我真的
can't believe what I've Just Seen she's
不敢相信我刚刚看到的她在
talking about her friend who sold her
说什么 关于她的朋友
virginity for a million for a million
以一百万
pound the reason that I want to sell my
英镑的价格卖掉了她的童贞，我想卖掉我的
virginity is because I would like to
童贞的原因是因为我想
travel at the end of the day this is my
在一天结束时去旅行这是我的
body this is my choice and this is what
身体这是我的选择这是
I've decided to do I just got frustrated
我的 我决定这样做，我只是对
tired of my virginity and I went to
我的童贞感到沮丧，厌倦了，我去了
hotel and he just did
酒店，
it when I tell you I am scrolling and
当我告诉你我正在滚动和
scrolling scrolling I've got people as
滚动滚动时，他就这样做了，
recent as 5 minutes ago posted a listen
最近有人在 5 分钟前发布了
to auction their virginity this idea of
拍卖他们的童贞的聆听
a man being able to buy a woman and
一个男人能够买下一个女人并
seeing their virginity as their
视她们的童贞为自己的
worth there just seems to be something
价值的想法似乎真的是非常
really really just dark and really
非常黑暗和非常
gross guy from London looking for a
粗俗的来自伦敦的男人正在寻找一个
submissive girl his budget is £80,000 I
顺从的女孩他的预算是 80,000 英镑我正在
look for a new slim young virgin oh this
寻找一个新的苗条 年轻的处女哦，这
is I'm
是我很
sorry there is something Primal and
抱歉，有一些原始和
sadistic that excites me about taking a
虐待狂的东西让我兴奋，因为我
girl's first time something she can't
第一次接受一个女孩的东西，
get back if she said she was a virgin it
如果她说她是处女，她就无法收回，这
could be of value I'm not here to like
可能是有价值的，我不是来这里喜欢的 扭结让
Kink shame anyone or on someone's fetish
任何人或某人的恋物癖感到羞耻，
but I genuinely feel virginity or taking
但我真诚地感受到童贞或将
someone's virginity as a fetish is so
某人的童贞视为恋物癖与
tied to Youth and like walking that line
青年如此紧密地联系在一起，就像在
between a child and an adult woman I
孩子和成年女性之间行走一样，我
think there such a culture at the moment
认为在快速致富的时刻存在着这样的文化
of getting rich quick and this seems to
这似乎
be another one of those schemes or ways
是另一种计划或方法，
to do that what is getting lost amongst
在谈话中迷失的是，
that conversation is how dangerous this
这可能是多么危险的
could potentially
be the fact that you are putting
事实，即你将
yourself as a woman in an extremely
自己作为一个女人置于极其
vulnerable position I think that is what
脆弱的地位，我认为这就是所
has urged me to investigate this world
敦促的 我要进一步调查这个世界，
further and investigate it right
现在就调查它，
now so I have a plan to set up a website
所以我计划建立一个网站，
to try and sell my virginity online to
尝试在网上出售我的童贞，以
prove that this is a real thing that is
证明这是正在发生的真实事情，它是否
happening out there is it going to work
会起作用
I have no idea but I am willing to take
我不知道 但我愿意
it as far as I
尽我所能
can I want to prove that people think
我想证明人们
about virginity more than we think I
对贞操的思考比我们想象的要多 我
want to prove that there are strong
想证明
opinions out there if there's a lock
如果有一把锁可以用
that gets open by every key m it's a
每把钥匙打开，那就是一把
lock okay but if there's a key the
锁 好吧，但是如果有一把钥匙，
master key that can open every lock is
能打开每把锁的万能钥匙就是
the best key right if this if this key
最好的钥匙，如果这把钥匙
is going in a 100 locks why is the key
能开 100 把锁，那为什么钥匙
not getting worn down I don't know
不会磨损呢？我不知道
imagine a guy you're on a date with a
想象一下你身边的一个人 与一个
guy and he's same age as you what would
和你同龄的男人约会 什么对
be a red flag to you like a lost count a
你来说是一个危险信号，比如丢失计数
lost count if you were to sell your
如果你要在网上出售你的
virginity online how much money would
童贞，
you be looking for millions millions
你会花多少钱 数百万美元
exchanging someone's virginity taking
交换某人的童贞 夺走
someone's virginity
某人的童贞
in exchange for money and when we're
以换取金钱，当我们
talking about money we're talking about
谈论金钱时，我们谈论的是
a high price that's what I'm struggling
高价，这就是我目前正在努力解决的问题，
with at the
moment now I want my website to look
我希望我的网站看起来
legit I don't want it to look fake I
合法，我不希望它看起来是假的，我
don't want people to be put off because
不想 我不希望人们因为
they think something's up a lot of the
认为出了什么问题而被推迟，很多
girls that have websites they seem to be
女孩都有网站，她们似乎
going by a fake name they seem to have
用假名访问，她们似乎
created this persona for themselves so
为自己创造了这个角色，所以
I've decided to call myself Jasmin
我决定称自己为 Jasmin
Jo
Jo
there is one slight problem with me
我
trying to sell my virginity online by
试图按照社会标准在网上出售我的童贞，有一个小问题，这
Society standards it's not something I'm
不再是我
really in possession of anymore however
真正拥有的东西，但
I have found a little
我找到了一个小
solution essentially there is this whole
解决方案，本质上，
side of virginity that people are just
人们只是在
capitalizing on and they're just selling
利用童贞的这一面，他们 只是销售让
products that offer women that aren't
非
virgins to feel like virgins again these
处女女性再次感觉像处女的产品 这些
products come in every formula you could
产品有你能想象到的每一种配方 我们
imagine we've got sprays we've got gels
有喷雾剂 我们有凝胶
we got soaps it's one thing to sell it
我们有肥皂 在黑暗的角落里卖它是一回事 在
in the deep dark corner of the Internet
互联网上，在
it's another thing to sell it on
websites like Amazon and sites that are
亚马逊等网站和
supposed to be regulated that are
应该受到监管、
supposed to uphold a standard I have no
应该维护标准的网站上销售它是另一回事我不
idea what this is I mean it's bloody
知道这是什么我的意思是它非常
expensive but I think we're going to
昂贵，但我认为我们要
place an
下
order I feel quite vulnerable I feel
订单 我觉得很脆弱，我
like I'm about to be like undressed by
觉得我快要被
some someone's eyes online I think we're
网上某些人的眼睛脱光了，我想我们
going to have to go for something
必须做一些
revealing do we do black on black with
揭露性的事情，我们是不是用黑底黑字搭配
black boots the boots are going
黑色靴子，靴子
on I think this top is too Clubby you
正在进行中，我想这个 上衣太俱乐部了，你
know this feels like a bit like a like a
知道这感觉有点像一件
shirt like a school shirt that little
衬衫，像一件学校衬衫，那件
white trainer socks maybe I think we I
白色的小运动袜，也许我想我们，我
think we got
想我们得到了
it okay I feel younger and I feel quite
好吧，我感觉更年轻，我感觉很
vulnerable I think it's a nice mix with
脆弱，我认为这是一个
between that casual but also like
休闲与休闲之间的完美结合，但也喜欢
showing a bit of skin leaving a little
展示一点皮肤，留下一点
bit to the imagination I can't I
想象力，我不能，我
actually can't fathom the concept of
实际上无法理解
someone pitting on this
有人在这个
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okay this is mad it's like looking at
好吧，这很疯狂，就像看着
almost at a different
几乎 在不同的
person oh my God I look so
人身上哦天哪，我看起来很
young it's so strange how looking it
年轻，很奇怪，
through someone else's lens changes the
通过别人的镜头看它如何改变了整个
whole
perception oh I didn't get a tattoo
看法哦，我没有纹身，
in I'm just so conscious that everything
我只是很清楚
in this photo will be sexualized in a
这张照片中的一切都会是
way once this is online I think it is
一旦上线，我想它会
going to start feeling more personal I
开始变得更加个性化，我
think I've got a nice Detachment at the
想我现在有一个很好的分离感，
moment with this feeling like this
感觉像这个
character and feeling like this Ulta ego
角色，感觉像这个终极自我，
I don't know if I can predict what's
我不知道我是否可以 预测
going to happen when this website goes
当这个网站上线时会发生什么
live I think it it could be one or two
我认为这可能是一两
things we get flooded with bids or
件事，我们被大量出价淹没，或者
always a slow grower it's it's going to
总是一个缓慢的种植者，这对
be a nerve-wracking moment for me I want
我来说将是一个令人伤脑筋的时刻，我想给人
to come across as quite an experience
留下一个相当大的印象 经验，
but I also want to come across as quite
但我也想给人留下相当
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confident so this is about a little bit
自信的印象，所以这是
about who she is I am a sensual feminine
关于她是谁的一点点我是一个性感的女性，
being who is not afraid to be playful
不害怕顽皮
and mischievous will you be the one I
和顽皮，你会是我
wake up to on my quest to explore
醒来的那个人吗？ 我试图探索
whether these virginity products
这些童贞产品是否
actually do what they claim I reached
真的如他们所声称的那样，我联系了
out to some influencers who I thought
一些有影响力的人，我认为他们
could maybe shed some
可能会提供一些
light so with the products that they're
线索，所以他们在
ping online they're actually doing more
网上搜索的产品实际上
harm than good they're not actually
弊大于利，但他们并没有这么做。 实际上
tightening anything what they're
收紧任何东西，他们
actually doing is drying out your mucos
实际上所做的就是使你的粘膜
or line and making you less elastic so
或线条变干，使你的弹性减弱，所以
you are more prone to getting things
你更容易出现
like micro tears which then opens you up
微撕裂之类的东西，这会让你容易
to getting
受到
infections and also if you have no um
感染，而且如果你没有嗯
lubrication you're and you're dry the
润滑，你就会 你干了，
sex is less pleasurable because it
性交不太愉快，因为它
hurts fire
伤害了火，
thank
谢谢
you they
你，他们
came what is
来了，这是
this with clean finger apply ointment to
什么，用干净的手指，将药膏涂在
the wall of the vagina and around the
阴道壁和
opening of the womb this is our
子宫开口周围，这是我们的
tightening
紧致
gel it may help bring the vagina back to
凝胶，它可能 帮助阴道恢复
its original shape and firmness put this
原来的形状和硬度 把这个放在
some on my
我的
hand ooh it's tingling
手上 哦，有刺痛感
oh I would not want that down there last
哦，我不想让它在下面 最后
one it's a big one let's see what's in
一个，它很大，让我们看看
this oh there's two packets what is
里面有什么 哦，有两包 这是
this they're
什么，它们是
tweezers oh my God I'm scared no
镊子 哦天哪，我很害怕，没有
instructions what is that I honestly
指示，那是什么，老实说，我
don't know what that is that looks like
不知道那是什么，看起来
it's a virus like do you swallow
像病毒，你吞下
these
这些
mate I don't think you swallow this I
伙计，我不认为你吞下这个，我
think you put this inside you I think so
认为你把这个放进去 你我想是的，我
I think this is like supposed to cuz the
想这就像应该的，因为
tweezers as well I'm going to get in
镊子也是如此，我要进入
here what is that I'm going to dip this
这里是什么，我要把它
in oh my
浸入哦
God you put this up inside you and as it
天哪，你把它放在你体内，当它
starts to dissolve inside this this
开始溶解时 在这里面，
drips out as blood look at the color as
当血滴出来时，看看颜色，
well doesn't look like it's good for you
看起来对你也不好，
does it girls that are selling their
是吗？那些在网上出售自己
virginity online that aren't virgins I.E
不是处女的童贞的女孩，即
me maybe they're buying these products
我，也许他们购买这些产品是
to present as virgins so that they can
为了表现出处女的样子，所以 他们可以顺便
get a quick meal on the side you're
吃一顿快餐，你
going to think okay cool I got the
会想，好吧，很酷，我得到了
product that I paid
for
为
[音乐]付费的产品，
so the website that we set up a couple
所以我们几天前建立的网站
of days ago it hasn't really had much
并没有太多
activity I'm trying not to take it
活动，我 我尽量不把它当成是针对我
personally however I have found a
个人的，但是我找到了一个
potential little solution so I found
潜在的小解决方案，所以我发现
this website there's a lot of girls
这个网站有很多女孩在
auctioning their virginity online on
网上拍卖她们的童贞，
this one they got to provide a photo
他们必须提供一张带有
with an open passport or ID in your hand
开放护照或手中身份证的照片，并
providing a certificate of Medical
提供
Institution establishing The goal's
建立目标的
Virginity sorry I'm just reading this wo
贞洁的医疗机构证明 抱歉，我只是
by participating in the auction the girl
通过参加拍卖来阅读这篇文章，女孩
gives consent to undergo a polygraph so
同意接受测谎仪，所以
even though you have to get a medical
即使您必须接受医疗
check you still have to undergo a lie
检查，您仍然必须接受
detector so is that not contradictory to
测谎仪，所以是吗？ 与
that a couple years back there was a
几年前的情况并不矛盾，有一位
famous American rapper who was sending
著名的美国说唱歌手每年都会送
his daughter every year to get virginity
他的女儿去做处女
checks which was like really messed up
检查，这真的很混乱，
because obviously what is the doctor
因为显然医生在
checking for and as a person who works
检查什么，而且作为一个
in the medical profession knowing that
在医疗行业工作的人知道 那个
hman can break through several things
男人可以突破
girls use tampons you're putting your
女孩使用卫生棉条的一些东西，你把
finger inside of this gun like yeah yeah
手指放进这把枪里，是的，
your daughter's fine like that's so
你女儿很好，这太
weird and then also as a dad why are you
奇怪了，然后作为一个父亲，你为什么要
sending your daughter to get
派你的女儿去接受
fingered I've got a set a price of what
手指呢我' 我已经有了一个设定的价格，
I would hope to get safe bet just based
我希望根据市场得到安全的赌注，
on the market it I think we go 200
我认为我们会选择 200
Grand we are now submitting it and it's
Grand，我们现在正在提交它，它将
going to go into review and we'll find
进入审查，我们将
out if it gets approved and now we
了解它是否获得批准，并且 现在我们
wait your profile has been approved the
等待你的个人资料已被批准，现在
chance that someone is viewing my
有人查看我的
profile right now is high I I am nervous
个人资料的机会很高，我肯定很紧张，
for sure when someone messages I'm going
当有人发消息时我
to be like freaked
会像吓坏了
out oh my God these are messages and
天哪这些 都是消息，还有
there's loads oh my
很多信息哦，
God hi there you're gorgeous I'm a
天啊，你太棒了，我是一名
manager and I have a client who would
经理，我有一个客户，他会
spend a lot of money on you for just one
在你身上花很多钱，只住一晚，
night at least
至少
200k that's what that's literally what I
20 万，这就是我所
listen
听的
for this oh my
哦
God good morning Jasmine it's very nice
天哪，早上好，茉莉花，很高兴
to meet you £400,000 is my offer
见到你，40万英镑是我的报价，
£400,000
40万英镑，
am I actually about to sell my vity onl
我实际上要卖掉我的生命，只是
I felt like you know this is so wrong I
我觉得你知道这是错误的，我
would personally never do it it makes me
个人永远不会这样做，这让我
so sad I do genuinely understand now
很难过，我真的这么做 现在明白了，
when that price is set or when that bid
当价格确定时，或者当出价
comes in what would you you do for half
出现时，你会用五
a million
十万
pounds now I have had so many responses
英镑做什么？现在我收到了很多
from various guys looking to buy my
想要在网上购买我的童贞的人的回复，其中
virginity online a lot of them have
很多人都
dropped out but I'm hoping to speak to
退出了，但是 我希望
as many as I can this
今天下午能与尽可能多的人交谈，
afternoon okay should we try and cover
好吧，我们现在应该尝试遮盖
these tattoos now I think the most
这些纹身吗？我认为
important thing that we need to just
我们需要牢记的最重要的事情
have in our mind is your safety at any
是您的安全，
point if you feel uncomfortable you can
如果您感到不舒服，可以随时这样做
cut off the call just want to make sure
挂断电话只是想确保
that you are giving away as little as
您尽可能少地泄露信息，
possible so there's you know they won't
这样您就知道他们
be able to trace you do you want to see
无法追踪您，您想查看他们
some of the message me they sent I've
发给我的一些消息吗？我
been messaging them for a little while
一直在给他们发消息
now if the girl agrees or not they have
一会儿，无论女孩同意与否，他们都
to bear with the pain of penetration and
必须忍受插入和
sex without a condom try pulling it to
不戴安全套的性行为的痛苦，试着把它拉到
the front so a bit of your face is kind
前面，这样你的脸就会被
of covered let's do it let's do it if it
遮住，让我们这样做吧，如果
feels too much if you actually feel like
感觉太差的话，我们就这样做吧 如果你真的感觉
you're injured just cut it off
自己受伤了，就切断它
okay
好吧，
hello hi hey how are you good you can
你好，嘿，你好吗，你可以
call me have you so have you done this
打电话给我吗？你
before with girls in the UK then well
以前和英国的女孩做过这样的事吗？
actually I'm negotiating with a girl
其实我正在和 一个
from UK so I will have back to work
来自英国的女孩，所以我首先要回去工作，
first of all I should know that you're
我应该知道你是你，
you can make a video your see I'm back I
你可以制作一个视频，你看我回来了，我
feel a bit sensitive maybe sending a
觉得有点敏感，也许会发送我
video of myself but if I was to go to a
自己的视频，但如果我要去
doctor and they'll just they'll just
医生，他们只会
basically check that I'm a virgin right
检查我是否是处女，是的，
yes of course how would you make sure I
当然，你如何确保我
feel safe that you're going to you know
感到安全，你知道，
pay the money we make a contract I send
付钱，我们签订合同，我寄钱给
you money and if you don't respect the
你 如果你不遵守
deal so you can go to prison on the
协议，那么你可以在晚上进监狱，
night what would you want to do are
你想做什么，有
there things that you want or both yes
你想要的东西，还是两者兼而有之，是的，
I'm Mee you to buy a piece of meat you
我是 Mee，你要买一块肉，你
know said I remind you yes for sex
知道，我提醒你 是的，对于性
without
没有
obviously I don't want to get pregnant
明显的影响，我不想怀孕，
you want to be pregnant I'm 40 I'm not a
你想怀孕，我40岁了，我不是
16 I'm not a teenager yes I'm a I can
16岁，我不是青少年，是的，我是一个，我可以
have many wives because I'm like a
有很多妻子，因为我就像一个
spiritual person you know we have
精神上的人，你知道我们有
certain same responsibilities so after
某些相同的责任，所以在
the you start deving some emotions and
你开始产生一些情绪之后，
you feel like yes you want to be
你觉得是的，你想要建立
long-term relationship so you know
长期的关系，所以你知道
what's waiting for you mhm okay thank
等待你的是什么，嗯，好的，
you so much and I will speak to you soon
非常感谢你，我很快就会和你说话 祝
have a good day you too
你有美好的一天，
what are you
你
doing first
第一
night ain't got my wig on this is him
晚在做什么，我没有戴假发，这又是他，
again as a as a gentleman I would keep
作为一个绅士，我会让
you
sharing on the actual night what sort of
在真正的晚上分享你想要什么样的
things would would you want what are you
东西，你在
looking for sexual
寻找什么 性
performance6 do you need anything from
表现6 在我们之前你需要我提供任何东西吗？我
me before we I guess settle on a price I
想确定一个价格我
I ask for internet pictures to make sure
要求互联网图片以确保
certain area is what it says to be
某些区域如其所言
I know I'm talking I have to make sure
我知道我在说话我必须确保
I'm ripped off M I also make sure you
我被敲诈了我也 确保你
have what you have yeah make sure super
有你所拥有的 是的，确保超级
would you want to wear like a condom or
你想像避孕套一样佩戴
no no the would be the same would be
否 不，会是一样的
without would be without one after she's
没有 会在她打开后没有
opened up be the I mean once she's
我的意思是，一旦她
opened up of course
打开，当然会
put on because she's open yeah and you
戴上 因为她是开放的，是的，你
get I see experience so the diamond
得到了我看到的经验，所以钻石
go stock shares all different things
去库存分享所有不同的东西
my people got this super i' witnessed a
我的人得到了这个超级我亲眼目睹了
lot of bad things happen to girls m seen
很多不好的事情发生在女孩身上我看到
a lot of girl been by me hand when away
很多女孩在我离开时一直在我身边
some guys guys come come in and
一些男人 进来吧，
G actually
G 实际上
got to SP own us you
必须 SP 拥有我们你
CH he's a scary one because I don't
CH 他是一个可怕的人，因为我不
believe that he has that money I mean
相信他有那么多钱我的意思是
talk about referencing one of the most
谈论引用
horrific movies for any woman to ever
任何女人看过的最恐怖的电影之一
watch is just message saying it was
只是 留言说
lovely talking to you and I hope you
和你聊天很愉快，我希望你也有
feel the same you're gorgeous and very
同样的感觉，你很漂亮，很
beautiful got another guy calling us now
漂亮，现在有另一个人给我们打电话，
what is this hotline hi J hey I'm good
热线电话是什么，嗨，嘿，我很好，
how are you doing I've been working from
你好吗，我一直
home today oh one work from day a week
在家工作 今天哦，每周一天工作一次，
so that's quite good what are you
所以这很好，你
planning to do with the rest of your
打算在晚上剩下的时间里做什么，
evening then uh I usually go um to a
那么呃，我通常
track session at the B Club on Thursdays
周四去 B 俱乐部参加田径训练，
oh cool we're doing um repetitions of
哦，酷，我们正在重复做
for meters oh
米哦
Wow have you met with anyone from the
哇你以前见过这个网站上的任何人吗
site before or is this the first yeah
还是这是第一次
with one girl oh cool I wanted have to
和一个女孩在一起哦酷我想和
stay with me and to be my girlfriend as
我在一起并成为我的女朋友
well but we didn't stay in touch a okay
但我们没有保持联系好吧
what would be your ideal set up well I
会怎样 你的理想设定很好 我
think ideally I would want something
想理想情况下我会想要一些
longterm yeah mhm but you to begin with
长期的东西 是的嗯但是你首先
I like two or three nights or something
我喜欢两三个晚上或者一些东西我们这
mm what would we be doing over the
couple of days like what sort of things
几天会做什么比如你想做好什么样的事情
would you want to do well I
which you know we would do it that
你知道我们会这样做
really yeah okay did you say Central no
真的是的好吧你说中央
no no I'm not I'm I I don't I actually
不不不我不是我我我不是我实际上
don't live in in London I'm outside of
不住在伦敦我在外面你在
where where are you I I feel like until
哪里我我觉得 就像直到
we get to know each other I feel like
我们互相了解为止，我觉得
then I'd be a bit more a bit more
这样我会更
comfortable sharing some more
舒服地分享一些更多
details we know you like you in the subb
细节，我们知道你喜欢你
you like in another city um I'm in
在另一个城市的郊区，嗯我在
another city but I could I obviously I
另一个城市，但我可以 我显然
if you wanted to meet up in London like
如果你想在伦敦见面
it I could get into London yeah I guess
我可以去伦敦是的我想
with like STD checks and stuff like that
would you be prepared to to get that
你会准备好
done I done recently
做这样的事情我最近完成了
okay bye he's the creepiest to me he
好吧再见他给了我最令人毛骨悚然的东西
gave me a glimpse into his life and I
我瞥见了他的生活，我
think he feels like out of all the guys
想他感觉就像是我们交谈过的所有人中的一个
we've spoken to just your average
everyday guy every single time you
普通人，每次你
didn't say what he wanted he'd almost
没有说出他想要的东西时，他几乎会
stop dead in his tracks and make this
停下来并做出这样的事情
awkwardness in conversation that almost
谈话中的尴尬几乎把
pushed you back into his line of
你推回到他的
thinking or into his Corner this is the
思维方式或他的角落里，
one that if I was to even think about
如果我什至考虑
meeting up with someone I could see
与某人见面，我可以看到他
going in a really dark and dangerous
正在一个非常黑暗和危险的
place he's a scary guy you guys can even
地方，他是一个可怕的家伙，你们这些家伙 甚至可以
feel it even the tone in the room feels
感觉到，即使房间里的气氛感觉
quite dark and it feels quite Sinister
很黑暗，感觉很险恶，我
there were certain things that I was
feeling in internally that was making me
内心感受到的某些事情让我
feel like I wasn't in a safe
觉得我
situation the guy that I've been texting
一直在发短信的那个人处于不安全的境地
he was the one that was I would say the
他是我认为
most sensitive and the most reassuring
最敏感、最令人放心的人
and he's been quite persistent with
，他一直坚持给
texting me
我发短信，
since I do want to prove that this
因为我确实想证明这
doesn't only happen online these people
不仅仅发生在网上，这些人也
are out there in real life so I'm going
存在于现实生活中，所以我
to ask for this guy to meet
打算要求这个人见
me
我，
and now if I was actually selling my
现在如果我真的要出卖我的
virginity and I was going to go through
童贞，我要
with this where would I set up and
经历这个，我会在哪里安排和
meeting I'm trying to see how many
见面，我想看看
people are around how much traffic is
周围有多少人，有多少交通
passing through it potential exits and
经过 通过它潜在的出口，
there's a security camera up there which
那里有一个安全摄像头，
I'm like okay that's a tick on my
我想好吧，在我的
list maybe this would be a potential
清单上打勾，也许这将是一个潜在的
place it's out in public there's people
地方，它在公共场合，
around if I needed to get out of the
周围有人，如果我需要摆脱这种
situation and maybe could I just can't
情况，也许我可以 只是无法
fathom having a conversation at a table
想象在餐桌上
like this speaking to a stranger that
与一个陌生人进行这样的对话，我
I'm met
是在
online oh my
网上认识的哦
God you okay J you're all
天哪，你还好吧J你还
right I don't know I
好吧我不知道我的
mean let me just take a minute just to
意思是让我花一点时间来
wow going have some time
哇 会有一些
days I feel really really uncomfortable
日子，
really really really uncomfortable if
如果
you were
你 [
音乐] 哦，
to oh my
god
上帝
oh to think of him being anywhere near
哦，想到他亲自靠近
me in person
我，我会感到非常非常不舒服，真的非常非常不舒服，
it makes me feel like sick it makes my
这让我感觉恶心，这让我
almost my skin craw I was on for half an
几乎是我的皮肤 哎呀，我
hour with these guys on a phone call and
和这些家伙打电话了半个小时，
I already felt as though they were
我已经感觉到他们好像
getting inside my head and they were
进入了我的大脑，他们在
controlling me can you imagine what you
控制我，你能想象在
would feel like after spending two or
three days with them alone I feel like
单独和他们呆了两三天后你会感觉如何吗？ 感觉
this is the moment that I really just
这是我真正
set my boundary and I just say no cuz
设定界限的时刻，我只是说不，因为
this is enough now I don't want to put
现在这已经足够了，
myself back in that situation sitting
opposite a table from him
if you are still looking to sell your
如果你仍然想出卖你的
virginity online after watching this go
童贞，我不想让自己回到坐在他对面的情况 在线观看此内容后，您会知道
in with the knowledge that not
everything is as it seems like anything
in life and to know that you could find
生活中的一切并不像看起来那样，并且知道您可能会发现
yourself in a deeper darker situation
自己处于
than what is initially
比最初
presented
呈现的更黑暗的境地